intended to blog every week so i suppose i’ll just write. much better at extemporizing at the piano. as soon as one note follows another a relationship establishes. evocation of a style, mood, setting. leaf through an internal rolodex; write a new card. the battle of what’s already been and what could be. keep moving. don't look back. turn off your brain. turn off your brain. abandon is the torch-light in this ne’er explored cave. recklessness. adrenaline. totality. form is the tracing of your steps. theories are useless here. it’s you and darkness and if you’re good a torch and if it’s good a tear.